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Hellooo not like im on here really but maybe its time for an update?

In 9 hours, I meet my bf of 3 1/2 years in person. He's staying up here for 7 days! Its very weird... Cause I have very little romantic experience, its either platonic or way on the other end. So! I don't have butterflies though and I assume that's because of the numbing depression can do sometimes xP doesn't really feel like its happening. I can't believe I use to hate this guy because he always killed me on world of warcraft 8 years ago when we first met. Wtf I really didn't like him lol but now he knows my secrets, all my weaknesses and insecurities, He wants to love me for me, settle down and get old whattt, life is crazy. 
He's hella scared, never traveled this far(about 400 miles). But he's doing it for me... Wow there is actually someone scared shitless but willing to risk all the anxiety of it just means they'll be able to be with me, right now. This very second. Someone is doing that for me.
Well now I'm kinda giddy xD
My gemsona Super 7 hit 1k views! I usually dont get that many hits. To celebrate I wanted to do a free fusion with your gemsona and mine!

I am sure you guys already know the deal with me and art, and I wish it woulda happened sooner for now my aunt got me a job that pays 18 and hour woot, BUT IT STARTS AT 4 AM. And I am unsure when I start.
I am still open to do it though, even if the gemsona hype is dead.
So if you are curious you can just drop a link right here, I won't judge :) the only thing is I will be the 1 to choose who I wanna fuse with!
And who knows it may just happen. Wouldn't hurt just to try right, nothing to loose. I probably will wait a few days, for that's how long it usually takes to get 50 views on my journals. 
Not much else to say!
Well I have been dabbling in research of the other planes of existence, very interesting! I am making a persona for 1 of the planes but I am unsure exactly how things work with em.
Oh and any1 else have psychic shit going on?
The other night my dream pretty much laid out how the day was going to go AND IT DID. I usually never have dreams like that. Its always feelings I have that correspond with what will happen with events, my gut ya know? And it happens often. That's why I gave 7 psychic feelings instead of sight :]
And i know a lot of ppl are like oh bullshit, but my last name has a link to psychic abilities as well as my zodiac sign. I think a lot of things work together more than ppl give credit.
Sooo yeah ^°^ uhhh oh yess the weird part of my journals. 

I'm currently still trying to find the correct terminology for my sexuality, so far the terms abrosexual and mercsexual are the closes to what feels right, but idk I can't find a lot of info on the terms, and the prefixes are just???? So I am also considering making my own term, and some say I may as well but thats also a tricky subject cause many find it had to talk about sexuality objectively and don't think its something you just make up. I'm not trying to bullshit anyone or set myself different from anyone else. I just want a word too ya know? I'm not making up how I feel. Then I'd have to make a flag for it, blahhh.  Ok bye
Prettyyyy much threw anatomy out the window with what im drawing rn. Not sure whether to make this another gemsona, a different persona, or something totally different. Struggling with the hair style uuggghh
Read the following questions, imagining the scenes in your mind, and write down the FIRST thing that you visualize. Do not think about the questions excessively.

1. You are walking in the woods. Who are you walking with? 
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
Fucking monster

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
We are both screaming and roaring at each other

4. You walk deeper into the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe its size.
Reallyy biigg

5. Is your dream house open, or surrounded by a fence?
Surrounded by tree fences

6. You enter the house. You walk to the dining area and see the dining room table. Describe what you see on and around the table.
Food from spirited away

7. You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. What material is the cup made of (ceramic, glass, paper, etc.)?
There is no cup

8. What do you do with the cup?
Nothing because there is no cup

9. You walk to the edge of the property, where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What type of body of water is it ?
The ocean, some how we are in the middle of the ocean and its 2 feet deep
10. How will you cross the water?
I don't, just kinda skip around in it.

This has been a relational psychology test. The answers given to the questions have been shown to have a relevance to values and ideals that we hold in our personal lives. The analysis follows. 
1. The person who you are walking with is the most important person in your life.
Well yeah...

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.
Bigg ass

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems (passive, aggressive).
Hmm... I guess

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems.
Lol noo

5. No fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence is more indicative of a closed personality. You’d prefer people to not drop by unannounced.
Tree fence is null

6. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers then you are generally unhappy.
Im not happy rn

7. The durability of the material with which the cup is made is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with the person from number 1. For example, Styrofoam, plastic, and paper are disposable; Styrofoam, paper, and glass (ceramics) are not durable; and metal and plastic are durable.
What about nothingness, does that even count
8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude toward the person in number 1.
Hmno more like my attitude with life in general.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
Dude I am like gray-asexual rn
10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.
Sex drive is like 0

But seriously 
If people can be genderfluid 
I can be sexuality-fluid right?
I think I'm gray-asexual guys lol
I wish there was a term for liking the opposite sex but also being disinterested in preforming sex as well, as weird that is for me to say, FOR ME. Cause If i remove myself from the equation of it all, its like yeah man SEX. But add me personally onto it its like hm yeah sex wow. And i mean the action not performance.
I never really thought hard about my sexuality. Like w/o thinking i ID with heterosexuality. If i do think about it i fit into gray-asexuality 
So can I call it heterasexual?
Like im thinking and its like am i allowed to do that? Change my sexuality on how i've been feeling for the last couple of months? Do i have to like go through a year trial before hand?
Ah well

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Buttingston Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Your gemsona gives me life
Juneias Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Yyyaaaaaaasssss thank you!
Buttingston Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015  Student Digital Artist
KaijahM Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015  Student Digital Artist
hi ur cool now thank for the watch and your stuff is purdy great aight~ +Gift+ Icon for Nieckia 
Juneias Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Np bud
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