I have a problem
I am becoming extremely content with just imagining my art in my head.
I sit and stare at a blank page
And get very frustrated.......
I've been looking up challenges to do
Just to get my ass going
But being the complexes simpleton I am I just over think it and have no idea how to start.
I'm making everything complicated
IVE MADE ART COMPLICATED
I feel so ashamed
I was going through my sketchbook which has a few drawings no one has seen. And I realized I really liked my style.
I don't use color in my sketchbook so the issue became my coloring style when I transfered to digital.
I want to draw with out giving a FUCK
Art use to be my outlet. Something I did to forget about the piss in life.
Now I've made it mechanic...
I've made it stressful
My art :[ my babies
"Harvested in the womb of my mind, born through the labor of my hands- and in that moment they become no less than my flesh and blood" quoted by me. I said this during a speech in 12th grade accepting a portfolio award.
When did I shove a stick up my ass about art
I think it's when I took my first college semester
College fucked up everything honestly
Now that I have more of a sense of direction, of something I don't honestly want to Do, I feel a bit better.
I'm going to give the ladies ultrasounds.
Next spring I signed up for a intro to digital media class.
That should be fun.